You are not alone.

Another day without you...and it feels so damn lonely in my life. I mean geez...I know I just saw you yesterday, but we barely got to talk. Hey, at least we got to see each other right?? I miss you!!!

Well today...me, PF, and V actually walked to the Gamestop down @ Liberty to go buy Street Fighter 4 that just came out today. It was like a 45 min walk cause we had to walk to PF's house so he could get some games to trade in for $$. It was funny 'cause while we were walking to his house he was telling us about some old man that comes out his house to tell him not to walk through the backyards because it creates a trail or some shit like that. Well when we were cutting through to go to his house the stupid old man came out and actually told us not to walk through there. If I was by myself I would have either told him to stfu and kept it moving or just ignored him. We werent even in his yard...it was just like an open space that we could walk through and he told us not to walk through. Like wtf, random old man just sitting in his rocking chair to wait for ppl to come past and shit. But really lol...that's bold...if he doesnt want people walking through there then he needs to talk to whoever owns that land because technically he can't say shit if it's not his. But we walked through anyway and just said sorry to him...didnt feel like getting distracted with stupid old men who dont have lives. I wanted to get that SFIV!

Yeah so we went to PF's house and onto Gamestop we go...took us another good 10 mins to walk down Liberty and then bam we're there. So PF and V get their copies and then the guys are like..."we dont have anymore, come back tomorrow." I'm like..."SHIT! IMPOSSIBLE!" I almost died inside when they told me that...but I sulked away and watched PF and V play the little demo thing for SFIV that have in the store. So I jumped on the sticks for a min and beat them both lol...Im guessing the guy was watching and saw the awesomeness cause when we were walking out he was like "hey, you still want a copy?" Im like...*eyes water* "YEAH!" so he grabs this random copy out of mid air and he's like..."here you go." of course I had to pay...but like man wtf, Im just wondering why he didnt want to give it to me earlier. He basically lied to me lol...but I wasnt thinking about that, I was just thinking about that SFIV in my hand. Maybe that was his copy and he wanted to hide it or something...but ehh sry. I felt bad...but I forgot all about it. So thats what I did with the rest of my life when I got home. Played SFIV all fucking dayy...since Indoor is over theres no more practice for 2 weeks. HOLY SHIT I ALMOST FORGOT!

2A STATES 4X4 CHAMPS BABY!
Yeahhh mafuckas...we did it. We won the 4x4 @ State Championships...I'm hype as hell. Like words cant even express how excited I am...here's the vid cause I dont feel like recapping that shit. We start out in lane 3...we're in the all black uniforms. It's 2 laps around for each person. I run 2nd leg. http://www.flotrack.org/videos/coverage/view_video/234514/149464

Oh yeah so I heard my father talking to my brother about what he wanted to do with his life and stuff. Gosh I'm so happy Im out of that phase b/c he was really getting on my nerves with that stuff. Like geez he bugged the shit out of my life lol. I kinda feel like he's right...but sometimes I think everyone has to live their life differently. He thinks that his way is the only way you can grow up and be successful. I'm just like...man if that shit is so easy as you make it sound and if you know all the tricks of the trade then why arent you better off than you are now? Youre still living off of your childhood dream about making music and youre almost damn near 40 years old. He tries to make it seem like he has all this natural knowledge when actually it came from his hard life experiences. Of course I'll never know what he went through because I didnt have kids @ age 16 and wasnt forced to live life on my own with my baby mother. But thats the good thing...if I didnt end up like him then I must be doing something that he wasnt...that shows me that theres more than one way to live life and still do all the things you want. It'll require hard work and sacrifice and all that junk...but man he tries to be some type of audio manual for "how to live life". It's rather annoying at times but all he wants to make sure is that we dont end up like he did...but I think he needs to let us go...he can't hold onto everyone. I'm tired of trying to survive...I just wanna LIVE!!!

- DI

<3 no woe!