so penn state returned my email and they told me i should probably look for off campus housing.
that isn't sitting with me well.
i'm b/w numbers 145 and 151.
wtfh!!!
ughh, i don't want off campus housing!
look, i started shaking.
very unfortunate.
but anywho,
i downed like 6 pills today.
thats fricken ridiculous.
i need to stop doing that,
but i was in painnnnnnn.
sigh.
woo!
besides my killer stomach pain i had a swell and productive day.
although niggas got me mad b/c people don't know wtf to say out their damn mouths.
smfh.
but w/e.
i finally signed up for my checking card.
yayayayaya!
it should be here in like a week or so.
i can't wait to order my minnetonkas [minnokanokas] =]
lol
out of this whole week [mon-fri] i spent about 70 dollars.
=/
and i'm downing more tomorrow for my permit.
[hopefully i pass]
&i'm downing more monday for my tattoo.
isn't that bad?
smh, i can't stop!!!!
imma work on it though.
i had hopes of getting my tattoo tomorrow.
thats why you can nvr depend on black people,
smh.
always fuggin up plans.
i better get that shit monday too!
hmph.
ooo, so on the trip that i went to on wednesday,
we watched this video about shark fin soup.
it was utterly saddening.
the video showed how like fisherman would catch sharks,
cut off their fins and throw them back into the water.
apparently shark fins are worth more than the actual shark
so rather than keeping the whole shark wasting room on their boat,
they decide to let it bleed to death in the water!!!
i cried.
like i really did, i literally cried.
it's sad.
i feel so bad b/c i eat fish
& i'm sure they get tortured just the same.
so i'm trying to gradually stop eating fish.
i haven't eaten fish all week besides the day of the trip.
i'm getting sick of it anyway.
i told my mom that i wanted to stop eating fish and she got mad at me.
but i have tooo. i feel so bad.
my friend diana was telling me how she saw a beagle lying on some train tracks yesterday afternoon while she was running.
the poor dog was bleeding to death.
it's whole back was cut and so was it's legs.
they called the animal people to come get it.
luckily she was at the right place at the right time or that poor helpless dog would have died.
i got teary eyed.
i'm such a bitch.
but thats so saddd.
it annoys me sometimes when people always joke about like this whole animal shit with me.
like i didn't fuckin stop eating meat b/c i thought it was cool or some shit.
i actually care about animal cruelty
but psfft, niggas will be niggas.
i really hope i can stop eating fish.
like imma cut how much of it that i eat b/c i wanna be a complete and full veghead.
i hope i keep this up in college.
sigh college =/
i gotta start looking up this off-campus house shit or i'm be fuckin SOL living on the damn streets and shit.
sighsighdoublesigh.
imma try to be optimistic.
but umm, yeah.
i think i'm done.
i had more to say but i feel nauseous so...
peace<3
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