First Major Blog

You know...I felt kinda angry today. No, not during school...but during practice when we were in the weight room. Lemme explain the situation...so County Championships was last Thurs right? I won the 55 hurdles and became the County Champ for this yrs Indoor Track in that event which meant that I had got a gold medal. Now I had just recently gotten back from a 2 week break...although I ran over the break theres really nothing like official practice. Well actually you can say it was a month break...we barely ran hard the last 2 weeks before I had left so you can add that into the damage. Anyway...I come back and win the 55 hurdles and we didn't do anywhere near good in the 4x4. I was first leg in the 4x4 and I didn't get a good start at all + I was dead tired so we were kinda in the back which isn't usual for us. We're always in 1st place. We finished last in our heat but came out in 4th place out of like 30 schools so thats pretty good anyway, but not as good as we thought. We were aiming for 1st place. Anyway...NO ONE came out with a medal except for me...and it made it no better that I came out with gold medal plus being a County Champ in the 55 hurdles lol PLUS they claim I fucked up the 4x4 because I handed off the baton in last place.

So the next day Mrs. Pasteur announces my win over the intercom for the whole school to hear and shit so I'm getting all this praise while I walk down the hallway w/ my gold medal around my neck lol. Then when I get to Instructor Holland's class I get a big old handclap and junk...so this whole time Ousmane is there...without a medal so you could imagine how jealous he was about me having a first place medal and him not having shit to show. He keeps throwing this 4x4 non sense on me all day because he wants to downplay my achievement since he doesnt have a medal at all. When I went to practice everyone was tryna treat me like crap because I came out with a medal...man it was a bit aggravating because people get so jealous when they dont get shit. So lemme get on to the real part...TODAY. We're in the weight room after running a bit outside...I go over to the rest of the 4x4 people and they're giving me these shitty ass faces and have this other guy named Coker(coke-er) sitting over there with them. It felt like they didn't want to have anything to do with me. Then Ousmane's arragant ass says "We're taking you out the 4x4." he was just joking...but he said it in a jerk ass way and it was really random...so I said "what in the fuck do I need 4x4 for?" and then he's like "we're taking you out of hurdles too." and in my mind I'm like...wtf is this guy talking about. Who does he think he's talking to like that? He acts like he runs the team or something because he likes to try to take control of things. I dont even get why he would say something like that because he has no authority to take anyone out of anything...he can't even take himself out of something if he wanted to. Mother fuckers I swear...but after standing there trying to hold back my anger im like "i'm better than all of you in it so you couldn't even take me out if you wanted." then he says "we didn't say we were better than you, we just said we were going to take you out." the fucking audacity man...I swear.

That pissed me off past the limit...so I just turned around and the Oye looks at me. This guy does the hurdles too...and he actually wanted the gold medal last week and this lil 10th grader actually thought he was going to beat me because he ran a time faster than mine while I was gone for those 2 weeks. This whole time before the meet he's like "the county medal is mine dave." I keep telling him that Im going to get it and when I finally do he catches a bitch fit and gets all sad. So anyway...when he looked at me he was like "the county medal is mine in outdoor." I just looked at him and walked away because I was super pissed off lol. I got my shit and left...usually I would sit there with them and chill after practice but I didn't want to even go through all that. They think that since I got my medal I purposely didnt run the 4x4 fast because I was content with my gold medal...FUCK NO! I wanted another medal...I just didnt have it in me to do another race. Man people piss me the fuck off...Ousmane's jealous ass...and I can't believe him because he got his spotlight on TV for us...talking about his ass is the best on the team and shit and that he wants to be the reason why we succeed. Self centered I swear...he'll never get anywhere if he doesnt stop pumping up his ego like that.

But yeah I've had enough with them...I need some time by myself and I'm even considering not running the 4x4 just to make them suffer.

- DI