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with time, you learn to live,
with time, you heal.
i`ve healed & lived.
so what`s next for me?
the pain is severe,
it can be difficult,
but what`s next?
i`ve embarked on many adventures,
went to the highest mountains,
& swam in the deepest lakes,
but what`s next?
i`m trying with all my might,
to change, to change,
be a better person,
all i can be,
it get`s hard & confusing,
because what something is telling you,
you do something else,
despite everything,
life goes on right?
the cost is one piece of you is
missing, no matter how far you
travel.
so what`s next?
. . . . i go on.
to my next adventure.
& whomever meets me there,
i`m waiting to see what you`re about.
but for now. . .
i go on.
to live & see another day.
& it becomes easier to see that all of this
happened for a reason.
easier to see my fate.
i can live with myself better & better
each day &
keep the wondering to a mininum.
but for now?
i go on.



- em.