all i need is your body next to me.

omgsh i know i`m not suppose to post back to back but i`m fucking bored.

oh em fucking gee, the wheels are turning in my head. i`m having ideas but i don`t know if it`s best to pursue them. FUCK! i feel all aggressive & wermlgnmkeghghghghaerkgk x 100.

i`ve noticed i use to be blatantly sexual & i`m so open it kind of gets me in trouble. some ppl become too intrigued with me for all of the wrong reasons. i can`t help it i say stuff & ppl take it the wrong way. i don`t mean it. half the time it doesn`t even phase me it`s just my life, lol. i do that with almost every single male i converse with. idk sometimes i feel like i have something to prove about myself bc i don`t EVER want to be the 'stereotypical' female. is that weird or is it more or less who i am? i need to not say questionable things. . . it`s a work in progress. mehhh, sometimes i just don`t understand why ppl like me so much. like all these ppl like me but . . . not that i`m looking. just an observation. or ppl think i`m cool but i don`t understand why i`m just living my life, substance & idiot free. & i just absolutely hate it when ppl keep trying when i clearly will never like them. strokeeeeee. lmfao. i`m bored. okay anyways. on to more important things.

" . . . give me a call, it`s cool, the M`s all open. . . .i`m open . . . i`ll be your lotion (all over your body) . . . if it`s alright . . . oooh, oooh, . . . 'til the cops come knocking . . ."

i feel like saying random things i`m so hyped & all ermjgerjgejgej x 10000003454rthrh45r.

anyways so my plan is to get my own place next semester. it`s still developing so i don`t want to get too obsessed like always but yeah i need my own place & my own car & i will get that shit. man i really like my hair today its all soft and bouncy im gonna take a pic hold on or i should do a videoooo.

ooh davi3 i keep listening to r. kelly. this is ridiculous lol.









oh yeah im gonna show some before & after pics of my hair. so like when i first cut it & how it is now.



before:



NOW:




so yeah these pics are awkward but oh well. i`ve never taken such good care of my hair before so i`m uber proud. it`s growing faster in the front. . . meh, next blog will be worth importance lol.

oh em gee i come back & edit everything.. tsk tsk.



- em.