Taking the car to emissions today, lets hope I pass this time. Plus it's late so I have to pay a fee which thank god my Father will be paying me back (he better cause imma be on his ass about it). Just got paid and I feel real good cause I get to spend some $$ on some shit that Ive been wanting. I will be saving my hard earned money to go visit En with Em though so I have to set some aside. What I want just costs 40 bucks so that's the only materialistic thing that Im spending money on today. Anything else (gas, food, ect) hopefully doesnt take up the rest of the money that I have so I can save it up. I should just go to Shoppers one of these days and buy some food that'll last me until the next paycheck because I dont want to spend all this money on some damn fast food. It's expensive and hella unhealthy so I shouldnt be eating it everyday lol, but it's good and it hits the spot so thats why I get it. Yeah, but I think Im going to begin save up my money...even if it's just a little bit each month i need to make it a habit and stop spending it on materialistic things unless it's for music because Im making an investment that will come back to me (with hard work) in the long run. For example, my mic. Im really excited for it to come in because that means I can start recordddinnggggggg. I know ive been teasing yall for quite some time now about recording my shit but give me maybe a week or so to just get everything together. It's not a nightly process so you just gotta cut me some slack lol. It takes artists years to record an album so imagine how many days are spent recording, writing, and mixing the music.

Im going to stop putting dates && times that Im going to be doing things on my blog posts because I dont want to end up like one of these people I hear about being killed by their cyber stalkers and what not. It opens up a real vulnerability because you never know whos reading your shit and it could be some crazy obsessive person that you would have never thought until the moment they shoot you with a shotgun like what happened to that one girl. Im not tryna end up like that, I have some crazy ass ambitions and aspirations that I want to see fulfilled. Maybe once I fulfill those then you can shoot me with a shotgun, but not now. lol. Im not really afraid of being attacked or w.e but I'd rather take the necessary precautions so that I dont put my life in danger. Im not afraid of my life being taken, Im just afraid of what I wont be able to accomplish.