Day 6

Just finalizing everything. Figuring out where everyone will be meeting at. Im thinking that tomorrow will be the day, but lets see what everyone says. I was going to go hang out with that one girl tomorrow, but I want to meet up with the squad since I will deem that more important. Girls will come and go, no sense in wasting my time only to get too involved and get another heartbreak. So not worth it so right now I'm saying fuck it, we'll probably stop talking like every other girl but I dont give a fuck. There's so many more important things going on and I dont think a girl is really all that important to my life right now. Actually I KNOW that a girl isn't important to me right now. Ugh lol. Sometimes the opposite sex can be so worthless to you.

Today was a day of contemplation and thinking. I was in class until 1030 and it wasn't all that bad, I made the best of it. Talked to Brown for a lil bit and now I'm here. That reminds me that Im going to her game tomorrow so I have to make a mental note. Hopefully this meeting shouldn't take more than 2 or 3 hours...maybe even less depending on who actually shows up so I'll make it to her game on time. I want to find a song right now because Im feeling some type of way, but idk how Im feeling at this time. It's not sad or heartbroken...it's more like a silent frustration that needs to cool off from being out for so long. I need to do something to relax my mind because my head is hella hot.

That's it. I'll provide another update tomorrow.

- DI