DI Here.

I want to begin posting on the EMKAYDIEN blog a bit more often because my entries on my Sexx Never Lies blog are just really irrelevant to the blog. I like to talk about very sensitive and personal things that are important to me on that blog and lately I havent been feeling that way so I'm moving onto the EMKAYDIEN blog. Not to say that this blog is insignificant, but the fact that it's a group blog allows me to have more free reign on what I want to talk about. My solo blog is very personal and I want it to remain that way. Hopefully Em && En will jump on the bandwagon as I continue my blogging here. A change that I am suggesting is: no taking turns blogging because we'll be waiting forever to get our turn again, if this is a blog we all should have the right to blog whenever and however we want to.

And now comes to my blogging point. I've been waiting for my mic for a day now, I tracked it online and it said that it was in Laurel @ 1 this morning. However, I think the mail came in and it wasn't with the mail. I hope I dont have to wait until tomorrow when my mic is sitting about an hour && a half away from me lol. Yet, Im in denial that the mail came today because there were only two things in there: an advertisement for some pizza place, and a letter from my brother's school. Maybe someone forgot to take them out with the rest of the mail yesterday. Also that isn't adequate mail for a Wednesday...maybe it would be for a Saturday, but not for a weekday. It's still about 12 o clock so Im going to wait until about 1 or wait a half hour before I go check it again. If no more mail is entered in the box by 1 o clock then Im going to stop checking it and just have to wait until tomorrow. Im going to be out pretty much all day tomorrow at class so that'll be a day wasted cause I wanna start recording some stuff ASAP. The next chance I'll get to have a day to myself is Friday so I'll start some major recording then. :)

Ugh...I do think the mail already came today so I guess I'll have to wait until tomorrow when I get a break between my Speech && Math classes to start recording. What a bummer lol. Knowing that my mic is in Laurel is what kills me though, it only takes an hour to get here from Laurel so what's the problem? lol. Oh well, enough of that and to the next topic. Im wearing skinnys today because I felt like dressing good, I gave myself a shape up and I'm wearing one of my favorite outfits so I feel kinda good today. It feels awkward now because I havent put much thought into my outfits lately and I kinda feel like I'm overdressing compared to what Im used to wearing, but im going to ignore what my mind is trying to establish as a comfort zone and just do what I feel. I havent dressed like this in a while, but I want to start dressing more like I give a damn about what I look like again. I liked my style in my Senior yr of HS. I felt fly, but chillzlol (yes chillzlol lol) at the same time because I was at a comfort zone with myself and I didnt give a damn about the people around me. I like being different and feeling different, though thank god it doesnt take much for me to feel that way because Im just a crazy ass nigga and my brain seems to operate differently than most people so I can naturally just think of some different shit off the bat. This will conclude my blogging for the time being. Cya.

- DI.