10.03.2009

Boy oh boy oh boy. Maybe Im regretting my decision of telling Morgi3 to do what she did lol. IDK, but girls are just so complicated. This isn't a blog to like downplay women because Im really soo over that, it's not even significant to my life anymore lol. I could really give a rats ass lol. But yeah...I don't really get what runs through peoples mind sometimes. I mean idk...heartbreak is really a hard thing to get over. Like I've only had one heartbreak so far and it still sits with me because there's no closure on my part and I still feel like there are things that need to be said. Not a day passes that it goes through my mind...and even though I've moved on, Im still not over it. I doubt I'll ever be over it though because it was sensitive to me. I didn't cry or anything, but damn I can't say that it didnt impact me emotionally.

Girls are girls && guys are guys. We drive each other crazy, but at the end of the day we can't live without each other. That's how the world works, and that's how it'll remain as long as we live. No matter if the end of the world comes, love will be priceless. The relationship and the feelings that another girl gives me is just so natural that it makes me high. Saying that I really like someone makes me high, and when something seems to happen (naturally begin to decline) it really fucks my world up. IDK man, relationships are so complicated and as much as I want to stay out of one...my emotions compel me to get into one. When I look back on my "relationship" with DP I saw that at the end I really denied having feelings for her and that's what really tore me apart on the inside, but once i really accepted that I do have feelings for her and that she was gone was when I could really continue my life.

- DI

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