magic spells.

i`m in a sucky mood. =/ idky. it`s so weird. i feel like i lost myself. right now i feel
like i look like everyone else & that really bothers me but the flashy stuff & the hair
just gets so freaking old. i really, really hate the scene look. i think it looks stupid.
no offense to anyone it`s just so not cool. you have to grow out of it at some point.
the same shit i found appealing in highschool should NOT appeal to me now. it`s just
kind of depressing to see how much i`ve changed. i`m used to people staring at me &
true, they still stare but it`s not the same. as i move forward, i feel like i`m falling into
something different then what i was before. but i can`t go back to what i was, because
it`s no longer what i am. & then to add to my misery other shit is bothering me but
tomorrow is a new day & tomorrow i will feel better. can`t wait until this fucking semester
is over.

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