i`m in a sucky mood. =/ idky. it`s so weird. i feel like i lost myself. right now i feel
like i look like everyone else & that really bothers me but the flashy stuff & the hair
just gets so freaking old. i really, really hate the scene look. i think it looks stupid.
no offense to anyone it`s just so not cool. you have to grow out of it at some point.
the same shit i found appealing in highschool should NOT appeal to me now. it`s just
kind of depressing to see how much i`ve changed. i`m used to people staring at me &
true, they still stare but it`s not the same. as i move forward, i feel like i`m falling into
something different then what i was before. but i can`t go back to what i was, because
it`s no longer what i am. & then to add to my misery other shit is bothering me but
tomorrow is a new day & tomorrow i will feel better. can`t wait until this fucking semester
is over.
=]
1.31.2009
1.30.2009
DEAD.
Im extremely saddened by this. While I was walking home from the school I looked to my left (I was on the other side of the street @ this time) and all I saw was this black kitty lying down in the middle of the street. My heart just fell into pieces when I saw it...so lifeless...it moved me even more b/c I have a favoritism toward black cats too. All my cats had black colored fur so it just reminded me of seeing my cat lying dead in the middle of the street. *sigh* it moved me so much I had to get a picture of it. I actually saw this cat alive about a month ago when I was walking to school one morning...it stood out to me because it reminded me of the cat that my mother had but gave away :( Im sure thats not her though b/c she lives about a hour and 1/2 away. But just seeing a cat that resembles my old one...especially a dead one kinda touches me in a soft part of my heart.
That was actually the last time I saw my cat before my mother gave her away. God I really miss her...although she probably wouldnt remember me if we were ever reunited. Maybe she would remember my scent? Well I'm sure she's long gone away somewhere where i'll never see her again.
- DI
1.29.2009
apples &bananas
aww, male bestfriend bonding.
heyheyhey my fellow emkaydien buddys!
how are you guys?
i'm peachy!
ahh,
so i talked to kay about the blog thing and i gave him the info,
but that brah man is punished.
tisktisk.
he said he would try to sneak on but he doesn't know the code to the cpu.
the hint is like citywatch and i told him new york.
it didn't work.
hardy har har
so yeah,
idk how thats gonna work out.
yo tryna add his girl in emkaydien.
lol
but yeah man,
i freakin found out who prank called me!
it was tanisha.
i'm pretty astonished that she pulled something off like that.
i would have never guessed it was her.
lol, she called keera dirty.
i'm so freakin anxious!
maybe my body is anticipating somethingggg.
or maybe i just wanna get that stupid bio thing over with.
idk,
i keep shaking.
but whats new?
hmm,
yeah i'm done.
oh good luck di!
even though i'm mad late &it wouldn't do much justice. =]
peace<3
heyheyhey my fellow emkaydien buddys!
how are you guys?
i'm peachy!
ahh,
so i talked to kay about the blog thing and i gave him the info,
but that brah man is punished.
tisktisk.
he said he would try to sneak on but he doesn't know the code to the cpu.
the hint is like citywatch and i told him new york.
it didn't work.
hardy har har
so yeah,
idk how thats gonna work out.
yo tryna add his girl in emkaydien.
lol
but yeah man,
i freakin found out who prank called me!
it was tanisha.
i'm pretty astonished that she pulled something off like that.
i would have never guessed it was her.
lol, she called keera dirty.
i'm so freakin anxious!
maybe my body is anticipating somethingggg.
or maybe i just wanna get that stupid bio thing over with.
idk,
i keep shaking.
but whats new?
hmm,
yeah i'm done.
oh good luck di!
even though i'm mad late &it wouldn't do much justice. =]
peace<3
1.28.2009
Lol.
Well the whole purpose was to have the topic be broad so that you guys can just go crazy with it ya? Its up to you guys about what you wanna blog about lol...blog about anything you'd like...for now Im going to get mine started by just blogging about my day.
So I went to Ous's house again today...this time around 11 am. I cant stand being in the house so I spend my whole day over there doing practically nothing but hanging out. After spending a good 3 days with Ous I realized that he's cooler than I thought and I think our friendship has gotten stronger over these 3 days. We watched a good movie the other day called Shooter...I dont really wanna go into specifics but I really liked it. I also discovered this Podcast called "Stuff you should Know." it's very interesting. I've already learned how Moonshine works, how to survive an airplane crash, and how comas work. It's very intersting info.
Oh cheyeah we have County Champs tomorrow so wish me luck guys lol. We havent ran in a few days so we're gonna be kinda outta shape but ehhh we'll be okay! Woop.
So I went to Ous's house again today...this time around 11 am. I cant stand being in the house so I spend my whole day over there doing practically nothing but hanging out. After spending a good 3 days with Ous I realized that he's cooler than I thought and I think our friendship has gotten stronger over these 3 days. We watched a good movie the other day called Shooter...I dont really wanna go into specifics but I really liked it. I also discovered this Podcast called "Stuff you should Know." it's very interesting. I've already learned how Moonshine works, how to survive an airplane crash, and how comas work. It's very intersting info.
Oh cheyeah we have County Champs tomorrow so wish me luck guys lol. We havent ran in a few days so we're gonna be kinda outta shape but ehhh we'll be okay! Woop.
i'll be deplete, you can heap all rubbish here
ahh, you guys i feel so nauseous.
bleh.
this blog is starting to look pretty cool.
I'm gonna harass Kay at school tomorrow.
more than likely he's not gonna listen to me.
lol, so yeah...
i'm so freakin bored.
life is blahh.
something new needs to happen.
i think i wanna go to school tomorrow.
at least i'll be able to wear my new clothes and socialize and shit.
i'm tired of seeing my sis and her bfs face every fuckin day.
that boy smells like musty ass and cheese doritos.
gahblah,
but i agree,
'life' is so broad.
specify yo shit man!
lets talk about al x j's new cd coming out nxt month. =]
peace<3
bleh.
this blog is starting to look pretty cool.
I'm gonna harass Kay at school tomorrow.
more than likely he's not gonna listen to me.
lol, so yeah...
i'm so freakin bored.
life is blahh.
something new needs to happen.
i think i wanna go to school tomorrow.
at least i'll be able to wear my new clothes and socialize and shit.
i'm tired of seeing my sis and her bfs face every fuckin day.
that boy smells like musty ass and cheese doritos.
gahblah,
but i agree,
'life' is so broad.
specify yo shit man!
lets talk about al x j's new cd coming out nxt month. =]
peace<3
life is a perception of your own reality.
well so far i`m back in frostburg. blah not that bad but i feel optimistic
bc i have new clothes! it doesn`t seem that bad now since i`m not as unhappy
with myself. i`m gonna try to get KAY on board pretty soon i think i`m gonna
call him today. but life. idk life is what you make it i guess lol.
di. . . you have to be more specific what exactly do you want to know about
life?
we all should come up with different topics to blog about. =]
bc i have new clothes! it doesn`t seem that bad now since i`m not as unhappy
with myself. i`m gonna try to get KAY on board pretty soon i think i`m gonna
call him today. but life. idk life is what you make it i guess lol.
di. . . you have to be more specific what exactly do you want to know about
life?
we all should come up with different topics to blog about. =]
1.27.2009
Tisk tisk
Lol so no school today woo hoo, I hope we dont have school tomorrow either. Idk I think we might have a delay or something, but I'm going to be optimistic and say that we wont. I went to Ous's house today and we chilled for most of the time...ate some pizza and all that crap and watched movies. Blows sitting in my own house all day lol. What did you guys do? You guys think Kay is gnna post in here? lol. Oh cheyeah I'm changing my font color b/c purple is overrated here lol. Mmnnn lets see...I'm going to come up with a topic and we'll have to blog about it.
Topic = Life; pretty simple right?
- DI
hardy har har
um, wtf?
i like how both of ya'll stole purple!
niggas i tell you.
&Em, idk what email you sent my shit to b/c i don't see it.
okay, whoo anyway...
yayayaya! i'm EN!
i'm 17 and i drive a motorcycle.
lol.
okay nah,
i'm not gonna make a long list like Em.
so bam!
school is out and i got dressed and ready like i always freakin do.
so now i'm up &hungry.
i'm craving tuna.
[no pun intended]
lol
agahhh!
we need something to blog about!
oh btw.
the layout is cool and junk.
but i hatehatehate the font.
so changed it =]
now imma make my tuna.
peace<3
i like how both of ya'll stole purple!
niggas i tell you.
&Em, idk what email you sent my shit to b/c i don't see it.
okay, whoo anyway...
yayayaya! i'm EN!
i'm 17 and i drive a motorcycle.
lol.
okay nah,
i'm not gonna make a long list like Em.
so bam!
school is out and i got dressed and ready like i always freakin do.
so now i'm up &hungry.
i'm craving tuna.
[no pun intended]
lol
agahhh!
we need something to blog about!
oh btw.
the layout is cool and junk.
but i hatehatehate the font.
so changed it =]
now imma make my tuna.
peace<3
you`re always there for music & me.
okay you guys i sent a confirmation email to your email so we don't all
have to post from the admin account. =]
see i`m sooo freaking smart it`s amazing.
but chyeah idk what i want to do here i think since i`m the only
one up i`ll do the layout & pics of us (if i feel like it).
wow, this is srsly my only public blog haha.
btw, i added individual pics of us
so if u don`t like it you can always change it.
the size of the pics are 232x402 & thats with a border!
without a border it`s 230x400 don`t mess up the flow! lol
i also created a playlist with the same info so just log on to
projectplaylist.com & add the music you like!
also we now have a sitemeter i`m just waiting for that in email! =]
so yeah let me tell you guys about myself:
1. i`m EM! & i`m 18 yrs old. will be 19 on 3/29.
2. i am the oldest member of emkaydien.
3. the group consists of 3 of my closest friends
(not excluding the others i have).
4. i`ve known en the longest since '03,
5. di since . . . '04? lol.
6. kay since '07.
7. they are some of the coolest ppl i know of.
8. i love them.
9. anyways, my favorite colors are purple, black, & green.
10. i love alll kinds of music, esp techno/dance/club pop, hip-hop,
metal, & neo soul.
11. i own a sidekick lx & zune 80 GB.
12. i like the way i dress (sometimes).
13. i have short hair.
14. i`m single. i`m in college.
15. i love michael jackson & maxwell!
16. erm, i`m 5'9 and 159! GAH I`M SO FAT!
17. i just remembered the band 'Justice' existed.
18. i give my phone number out too much bc i feel lonely & bored.
19. & i hate when ppl actually call me. text me bitch, you`re not special.
20. sometimes i think i`m really ugly.
21. i`m tired right now but i stay up to wee hours of the morning.
22. i want to be a music producer & songwriter. i wouldn`t mind being
a singer or a hip hop artist but i can`t do either! lol.
23. the people around me are my inspirations along with my music idols.
24. i can dance.
25. i`m shy & crazy. lol.
26. & i`m ending this now; i don`t want to ramble too much!
anyways, all we had to do is get kay on board. hehe.
have to post from the admin account. =]
see i`m sooo freaking smart it`s amazing.
but chyeah idk what i want to do here i think since i`m the only
one up i`ll do the layout & pics of us (if i feel like it).
wow, this is srsly my only public blog haha.
btw, i added individual pics of us
so if u don`t like it you can always change it.
the size of the pics are 232x402 & thats with a border!
without a border it`s 230x400 don`t mess up the flow! lol
i also created a playlist with the same info so just log on to
projectplaylist.com & add the music you like!
also we now have a sitemeter i`m just waiting for that in email! =]
i hope you guys like the layout!!!
so yeah let me tell you guys about myself:
1. i`m EM! & i`m 18 yrs old. will be 19 on 3/29.
2. i am the oldest member of emkaydien.
3. the group consists of 3 of my closest friends
(not excluding the others i have).
4. i`ve known en the longest since '03,
5. di since . . . '04? lol.
6. kay since '07.
7. they are some of the coolest ppl i know of.
8. i love them.
9. anyways, my favorite colors are purple, black, & green.
10. i love alll kinds of music, esp techno/dance/club pop, hip-hop,
metal, & neo soul.
11. i own a sidekick lx & zune 80 GB.
12. i like the way i dress (sometimes).
13. i have short hair.
14. i`m single. i`m in college.
15. i love michael jackson & maxwell!
16. erm, i`m 5'9 and 159! GAH I`M SO FAT!
17. i just remembered the band 'Justice' existed.
18. i give my phone number out too much bc i feel lonely & bored.
19. & i hate when ppl actually call me. text me bitch, you`re not special.
20. sometimes i think i`m really ugly.
21. i`m tired right now but i stay up to wee hours of the morning.
22. i want to be a music producer & songwriter. i wouldn`t mind being
a singer or a hip hop artist but i can`t do either! lol.
23. the people around me are my inspirations along with my music idols.
24. i can dance.
25. i`m shy & crazy. lol.
26. & i`m ending this now; i don`t want to ramble too much!
anyways, all we had to do is get kay on board. hehe.
1.26.2009
- Di Here
Yoyo ppl hey Im the first person to make a blog. Lol this is kinda kool...what should we talk about though lol. Woo hoo a group blog. yayaya....whos awesome for real baby girl erm so I like purple...that means im going to make my font purple lol. Don't bite it!!
~ DI
~ DI
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